It isn't just you at all. There seems to be this prevailing societal mentality that nothing is any good unless it is virginal?
I don't know where that comes from? Mid-evil times? Certainly not from me.
Warm up Snow White really well, hold on tight, take her for a ride. Drive it like you hate it and never look back. What happened is just water under the bridge, a few drops of oil on your face and just another chapter in your book. So what?
Your grand kids will love it. They probably would never have realized you were such a colorful character AND THEY have your genes too?
